Pieces of a dream..

The-five-things-i've-learned

To accept things the way they are.
To remember that all that's happening, is part of God's plan for me.
To pick up myself when someone stabs me from behind.

To forgive those kind of people.

To depend on myself.

: )

It's easy to write those five sentences..

But,

It's hard to actually apply it really in my life.

But,

For the past few weeks, I've been able to apply those 5 sentences I just wrote. I've been able to just not moan or be sad about the things that have happened. Even though it did hurt, if Christ forgave those who hurt Him so much,

Why can't I try and do the same?

And yeahh.. I've stopped trying to cling on to someone for support to hear my oh-so-long stories. Haha. I mean, one day, out in the world, I'll have to be by myself. Right? So, I might as well starting being independent.

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Lisa's going to Perth tomorrow with mommy!! : ( Won't be seeing her till the end of the year. It's a half happy yet sad situation.

Why?

No sis to yak with all night.
Can't borrow her stuff :

But,

With her gone,

I'll be able to study more..
Sleep EARLIER!!
And concentrate more..

AND

I'll be able to give MOMMY a nice nice shopping list.

Hahaha..!!

Anyway, I've got tickets to KL on the 9th till the 15th of May. IRONICALLY, I'm not sure if I'm going or not yet. Cause, I might have a Malay Aural Exam on the 13th. *fingers crossed* Hope it's on the 22nd of May or even later. PLEESE GOD!!! I wanna go KL. And, if I miss this opportunity, I ain't got no opporunity till next year. Sad case right? I hope I can go laaa!! If can, will be stayin with Jie Jie. : ) And wanna go out with Ko Ko too. Haahaa..

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-[Me]- pieces of a dream all plugged in.