Easier To Run

That can break me; Make me,
If they want they can chase me,
Love me, Hate me,
I dont care anymore.

It's been a half/half week.

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Starting from Friday, went shopping with mum ;P It's good to shop with mummy cause she has all the $$ and there's mostly no limits!! If I shopped myself with friends, there would be limits. Haha. Thats why, if shopping for my stuff, go with mummy!!

Went to Parkson cause mum had to get some stuff. Guess was having this 40% off on all bags. Other brands like Pierre Cardin, Alain Delon, Sembonio, Carlo Rino and etc were also having discounts

BUT

everyone just crowded over the Guess section. ; P LOL. Even though some of the bags were yucky, everyone just 'tried' to close one eye and find something 'suitable' just for the sake of looking good.

Anyway..

The weekend has been hectic.
In summary, Bbq and Mum's School party.

A sneak of Bbq:::

People started coming after 6.. Overall, the turn up was not bad. There was Vincent, Franky, Nelson, Penny, Allison, Amanda, Amy, Ting Ting, Pamela, Michelle, Sheryn, Crystal, Jason, Ah Yiong, Joel, Earnest, Dominic, Kelly, Kristie and Olivia. Yeah.. After the BBQ, we had some ice breakers which lasted till 10 plus you know? We all just basically fellowship'ed by playing one game after another.

After 2 of my mom's games, I organised a few more. It was just funny! My mom's games involved gargling a song, feeding each other ice cream ( but, both partners are blindfolded! ). Yeah. Mine, one game was similar to Jack Wind Blow, then there was this butt travel and choose competition ( a real wild kick butt game! ), 1-42 run game, H2o ( this pour water game thing with a Cola catch), and Murderer. Im positively sure everyone enjoyed themselves; which is GOOD cause I pray that there will be a better turn up for Youth in the 'to-come' meetings!

A sneak of Mum's School Party:::

The school party started about 1pm. All the lil kids and teens ( aged 5-18) were just waiting for our arrival; came a teeny weeny bit late cause mum had to pick up some stuff first you see. The lil kids were just so exicted; my guess is because they just couldnt wait for the games to start so that they can start winning some games which thus leads to 'prizes'. You know how kids are.

They just love presents.

First, there was a ballet performance by the Grade 8's. Next year will be my class' turn as we will be Grade 8 next year! My last year of ballet! After the performance, there was this mini game, and then lunch first. After lunch, there was this Cinderella game, mime instrument and dance game and this dance competition.

OMG la. I was sitting with some of my friends, one of which is MS HYPER. Or should i rephrase, MS SUPER HYPER. She's really sporting/daring. She wanted to go for the dance competition. Oh yeah, her name is Cornelia and she's got the same surname as me! So after seeing the lil kids dance to Mambo 5, Macarina and other songs where they had to shake shake and do some unmentionables : It was us big girls turn. There's category's you see. Pre-primary-Grade4; one group, then Grade 5-Inter; another group.

My grade, nil of us wanted to go for the dancing competition. In fact, in our whole table of 12, nil of us wanted to dance! Only Cornelia wanted to dance!! So then, there was Sharon pulling each one of us on stage. I tried to make some feeble excuse like I had a cram and all, but they wont listen. So, sigh, decided to go. I mean, if I sucked; I'd get pulled out and then I can sit down : D then at least, no one can say I wasnt sporting and so forth.

So there, was the music blasting, and me and all my friends dancing like complete IDIOTS. But after like 2 minutes plus, we were all like what the heck man, who cares? Let's all go wild. So we all started doing trains and some basic feet shuffles and a lot of really weird whacky moves. Hahaa. Me and Cornelia were just so scarily wild that were kept telling each other, who cares who cares, it's our time to act stupid, let everyone talk, we're just gonna let loose. Hahaa.. ; ) And we both won for the dance competition. Coolies? Corny got 1st place and I got 2nd.

Yeahh..

Well, have been sick.
Just so freaking glad its over.
Being sick is the last thing I want.

Looking forward for this week to end. : P

WHOOPS.

God Bless me to fly through this week well!
Bible verse for the week;

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who in every respect has been tested as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. (Hebrews 4:16)

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Take care and God bless all! Hope you guys had a wonderful weekend. Time to get back to studies.

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p.s. old but meaningfully beautiful lryics.

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

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