Almost over..

Friday, November 10, 2006

Ive failed myself.

sigh.
walked out of the exam room dejectedly.
dont know what to say,
other than,
Can i still get an A?
or is it all hopeless, pointless?

I feel so low.
So so low..

Came home and just tried to forget it all.
Tried to sleep it away but I couldnt even fall asleep.
Dont even know how I told my dad about it..
And would have to re-tell it to my mum.
Brother tried to comfort me but heck,
it didnt work.

Well God, I leave it to u.
A, B, C, D, E, F..
Ive tried my best.
If it cant qualify me for an A,
im sorry/.

but yeah..
On a brighter perspective,
Life has been great.

Received a wonderful parcel from My dearest Old baby.
Almost burst into tears! Haha..
Im gonna devour the 31 girl book as soon as today!
Thank you thank you!

And for this too :)

Let love and faithfulness never leave your heart,
Bind them around your neck,
Write them on the tablet of your heart,
Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man.

It shall be my daily reminder!

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Exams are drawing to an end.
God has worked numerous miracles throughout my exam.
He has enabled me to finish on time despite the many mistakes I made!
I mean, there was this time:

I MISREAD a question. I thought they were asking about taxes
when its actually about income tax. So anyway, pathetic me
wrote a whole 8-mark worth of taxes. AND ONLY FOUND OUT HER MISTAKE
during the last 15 minutes. It was like..

'......'
AAAHHHH!!

So, i still had another 8 mark question. And, it normally takes me like 15 min
to complete a question. So I started praying HARD to God, to work a miracle,
and..

'VOILA'

Wrote finish my other question within 4 minutes and hence,
managed to re-do my income tax question. Really Praise God!

; )
This is like, only one of the hundreds of miracles God did for me!

So, anyway, here's me now!

I can FINALLY sleep in peace.
Im not saying Comm MCQ (my last paper) is a piece of cake,
but,
YAY,
the heavy burden is off.

Angela is so happy!
But, sigh. This all means, goodbye to all my wild times!

My tea parties with Shen : P at Tcher Alice's place,
where I'll abuse her like mad and she'll scream for help!

My talk shows with Sarah and Tcher Pete's palce,
where we'll just drive everyone mad!

My endless rants with Andrew and us just acting Stupid.
Lol. I think he's literally the only guy who's seen like the
WHOLE OF ME. Hahaha. We've just done so many lame stuff.

My constant quarrels with Lit way. Hah! Ask Andrew about it.
We'll threaten each other saying we'll poke each other's eyeballs!

My constant complains/whines with Tcher Marie who just patiently listens.
Hahaa!! I cant believe this is my last year with youu!!!

BAH!

Everything's ending so fast.
Just yesterday, I was a lil girl who didnt have any worries;
except, whats there to eat?

Next year, in April, already gonna say goodbye to my ballet mates!
*SNIFFLES*
The peeps who've been growing up ballet with me since 4!
Dear Pik Ching, Shen, Magdalene & Lauren.
We're the ones who stuck through ballett!! WOOHOO.
No more getting to act Ms Klutzclumssyelephant in class!

Oh well..

Im incredibly enthusiastic about the dance ministy in Skyline!
After my exams, gonna take up dance lessons and yeah,
hopefully I can contribute something!
It'll be sooo cool if the youth can do different kinds of dance!
Not just hip hop, but ballet : P, lyrical, free style...?
Haha..
Theres this AWESOMEEE dance show every friday
called So You Think You Can Dance.
Fuiyoh, after one show if it,
I was telling mummy how enthusiastic I am about learning
different kinds of dance,
and suddenly she was like, Wanna go for classes?
( last time I asked her about it, she said no)
Haha.. Truly God's perfect timing.

HAHA. Had to add this picture.
La-la me.. Was so bored in studying (forgot what),
So I took my pen and started twisting and twisting and
Ta daaahh.
( lame : P but who cares. I had my fun )

Okies. I sign off her I guess..
Feeling better than before. Hahaa..

p.s *hugs to jie jie* ( just realised how much i miss uuu! hurry come home! )