Im not crazy..

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Im so freaking happy tomorrow is Friday. YES. Glorious glorious FRIDAY.

So glad math exam is way over. I finally have seen it clearly that working hard pays. It seriously DOES!!

Well, today has been a tough day. My mum picked me up late from tuition. As a result, I have got tons and tons of homework. My teacher doesnt stop promptly at 12:30.. She goes on and on till my mum comes. So yeah.. Thru the "on and on" .. She decided to assign me more homework. How GROSS is that? ( cant even hope for a proper, fun, chinese new year. *double sighh )

After today, I'll be away.. Going to Kudat. : D theres something about the Kudat thats so *oh so nice* . I mean, im pretty sure, no one would want to go Kudat cos its seems so rural? But basically, for me, it's a different case. Ive practically grown up in Kudat. I've had my first work experience in Kudat, my first feed-chicken experience.. My first encounter with a snake as close as less than 1/2 a meter.. o.O omg. that was a Freaky experience.

Of course it was way freakier for Lisa cos the snake was right beside her foot.. Thankfully it just didnt take notice of her, and just moved away. Hahaha.. Anyway, my first shower doggie experience.. what else harr.. So many lahh. I mean, Kudat is just a place full of fond memories.

I remember my uncle brought us to this really amazing beach. Its like, you stand on a sand-walk-way.. On your left is the sea, on your right, is the sea also. It's the most AMAZING beach ever! How many of you has ever come across a beach with both sides, the sea? Oh yeah! It even has this cave.. Though me and my cousins couldnt check it out. Due to " parenttts "

Anyway, when I go back Kudat, I'll probally help out at my uncs shop. : D i love that shop. Hahaha.. I remember, when i was as small as 9, my uncle asked me to choose anything i want from the shop as a little payment for helping him guard the store. ( even though i didnt do anything, except, use their A4 white paper and doodle all over it ) So anyway, being a little girl who cant resist offers like this, I chose this lil pink booklet. Rarhahah!!

Alahh.. So many memories la. I remember pokin Yi Hweh ( cashier ) and calling one of the cashiers Bing Chi Ling ( ice cream ) Since her name had a " Ling ".. And.. I remember : Charging this lady more than supposed to cos i didnt see the price tag properly. OMG. that was the worst moment man.. She was FURIOUS. Bahh..! But being a cashier is fun ; D * press press press the buttons *

Kla, My sis is pestering me to move away. Humphh. She wants to use the com. SO DO I!! Nvm la. I need to study anyway. Like i said, Im turning into a study geek-grandma.

: Im not CRAZY - my reality is just different from yours

Cant comprehend

Monday, January 23, 2006

Monday-ness!!
Cant believe the weekend has flown past so fast already!! Super sigh. Anyway, Im pretty stressed out. Need to de-stress; relax; take things easy.. BUTTTT ARRRGGHH. I CANT CANT CANT!

To : Litway

WHY DO U HAVE TO HAVE THE MATH TEST? I mean, if few chapters can la.. With a few weeks notice too. But *sniffle* with less then two weeks notice? Teacher, HOW COULD U?

To : Frances

OMG. That *copyrighted* eight S - Step of yours is just overtaking my brain. I cant put it off. Its replaying again in my mind 24/7. Arrgghh.. But, thanks for teaching me. : D hopefully I get to haunt u at least one more time for some ideass.. Whee~

To : Friday

Pleeeeeeeease hurry up and arrive. I want a break.

To : * Sleep *

Cant wait for you tonight! Ahahhahahaa..

` i cant comprehend, what i understandd..

Never meant for it to be this way

Sunday, January 22, 2006

OMG. on friday, damn funnies. American Idol's auditions are crazy. Crazier then Malaysian Idol. Hahaha. There was this sheriff who came and sang 2 lines OVER AND OVER AGAIN. " I shot the sheriff, but not the deputy " I was like.. what the...=___=" And there was this Paris Hilton wannabe, this guy who sang lik a girl girl girl, this lady who sang totally out of tune and she thought she was sooo great. Some peoplee.. yeah.. But so far, ive found the people I wanna vote for. ; ) 2 twins. Mann.. they're like sooo together. Basically, the look out for one another and yeah. Support both each other. Like, there were these other set of twins, and each were saying that they were better den the other. Tsk, tsk. Bad example.

Anyway, yesterday was cell nite. Though it wasnt really cell.. : It was in a a way la. Me, bern, deanna and Darians sister ( i temporarily have forgotten her name ) went down to the playground.. It was a real moment of *bonding* for our cell le. : ) Basically, It was a good change. Yeah..

The dance practice went OK i guess. Though, I had hoped that we could have learned more. But hey! At least everyone can dance!! ;) Trying to get more people. After Cell, we did a * dance promo *.. we showed everyone what we've done so far, and den like.. after showing, ask them if anyone still is interested. AMAZINGLYYY : D Crystal, Eunice, Sharon and Pam are joining!! Yippeeee.. Have asked Alvin, he's still gonna reconsider. Yeahh.. So now, just working on the steps, later, im gonna force everyone to get the STYLE. STYLE is rili rili important.

Man.. why cant nadia dance too? hahhhh?!??!?!! Nadia, join la u dodo head. That girl can move, but tu la. she's SHY. She doesnt dance for anyone but her mirror. pfghtt. Anyway, Whoever got any nice hip hop dance moves or movies, puhhhleeese pass it on to mwahh. Tryin to get ideass!

Yeahh.. and bigggie thanks to Amy who gave me some ideas. And juwinn ; P and shennniee.. HAHAHA.. Debbie's got nice moves too, so gonna get it from her. yeah.. I cant wait for the beat part to come. thats my ohsofavourite part. WOOOH!

Today church was..ee. I mean, we only did worksheets, and i finished mine within few minutes. Gosh.. why do people take such a long time? Anyways, during break, walked up with hwui, saw small k! : D kawaii. hahahaha. *jobless* Choir was okay. The girls got to left earlier den the guys... tee hee~ TULAHH. who ask the guys so noisy, din even bother sing. Yeah. Later on, carpark with momo, then she kept poiniting - look look - im like, huh?? den turn, =___=" whole grp of guyss. SMALL K! hahahaa. *Jobless* again. Feel damn ackward with them all just beside me.

Anyways, Not gonna come on9 lu. Gonna studiee.. Got a math exam to excel in. HELLLPPP!! Oh yeah, one more thingg... go go pizza!!!!! : D welfare.. go go go! hahaa

* God is great, all the time. - I place my faith in you knowing that u'll work something more amazing than i could ever imagine. - : ) //-

What I really meant to say

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Tomorrows Friday!! YIPPEE!! Ive managed to go through this weekk.. grr. Have been waking up so early. : ( 7 am. And I know some of you out there might be ROLLING UR EYES but *sniffles* 7 am is early for meeee!! 8 am not so bad at least. Hahaha.

Im pretty stuffed till the brim. TILL THE BRIM. : P Me and my dad decided to be lil chefs and cook randomly with *chicken* the main ingredient. Haha. So my dad cooked chicken with potatoes and lotsa parsley plus onions, while I on the other hand baked the chicken with mushrooms and lotsa butter, parsley, bits of potato slices and onions and cheeeeese. Yummmie. Now that explains my roly-poly size. I wont let myself starve. Food = IMPORTANT. : D

This now, me and juwinn were really crazy in her dads office. We were blasting the music pretty loudly and gettin battery to dance.. ; ) Its cute to see her dance. She's sooo tomboyish man!! And yeah.. Juwinn was showin me steps, and i was showin her steps.. but both of us did a pretty miserable show of showin each other. Shes got a sore sore back, ive got sore sore thighs. : ( When i jumped, POOOOF. my thighs were like sooo pain.

Anyways.. looks like theres only gonna be 8 of us dancing for timbua. ; ) it'll be funn!! Whheee!!

- Father I cry out to you. When nothings safe and nothings whole, nothings true. -

The reason

Monday, January 16, 2006

Basically, the internet has been down for about almost 3 weeks?! Its been a real ANNOYING yet good experience. Why?

Annoyin - cant go online to do research or chat with friends or email friends.

Good - dont get distracted.

Anyway, just a playback of the few days thats been missed..

__Saturday__

Youth was awesome. " What on earth am i here for? " night. Yeahh.. argh. McDonalds is irresponsible and the service is bad, bad, bad. We waited for the delivery for more then an hour, and the nearest McDonalds is only 5-10 minutes away!! Teruk teruk. Anyway, at first there were really lil people in youth!! Like maybe just about 10-15 i think? But after worship, WOOOAHH. : D great turn up.

The games were real fun!! Had to go thru 5 stages. Jell-o, Brain cracker, Memorisize Bible Verse, Water transfer and Bible Verse Puzzle. I was in Keira's group which consisted of Rachel, Kelisa, Alan and muah.

OMG. Jell-o was so funny. Basically, we're suppose to finish the Jell-o with chopsticks and toothpicks. NEWS FLASH. Jell-o is LIQUIDYY!! So, we had real trouble. So.. : D Alan stuck his face in the Jell-o bowl and slurp the whole thing up. yay!!

Memorise bible verse : "I know the plans i have for you," declares the Lord. Plans to help you and not to harm you, to give you hope, to give u a future... I think thats how it goes. : D

Brain cracker = ew. that stage is yuck, yuckity, yuck.

Water transfer? Yay!! thats my favourite stage. Suck all the water and transfer it from its bucket to a basin thingy. Kelisa, Keira and Rachel used spoons to transfer while Alan and I used straws. : because i stood in the middle of the bucket and the basin thingy, The spoon girls drip dropped all the water on my poor back. : ( sniffle.. sobb!!

Bible verse puzzle - Easy+Peasy. Just look up the Bible Concordance for "World" and can get the answer!! tee hee~

Anyway, ever wondered whats the REAL REASON ur here? What is YOUR PURPOSE in life? ; ) if u dont know, u better go discover.. or else, u'll be just throwin away ur life if u just live routines and dont find out ur true purpose God has for u.

__Sunday__

Sunday school ... err, yawn? 2 girls extremely annoying in class, teacher kinda floats away sometimes. Sigghh. At least there was choir practice. ; ) look forward to that cos its dayemm fun!! Get your voice to go chords up and down. Hahaha. Saw small k : D

Todays that day. THAT DAY. Cant believe its been exactly a year.. Wondering whats on over there? Do u remember?.. Miss those days.

__Monday__

Toad-day la. Been for tuition, taught debz & sarah art. Been reading, and had Juwinn and her japanese brother over. Hahaha.. correction, *look-a-like* japanese brother. Man, if he was 15, i dunno what i'll do. He's HAWT. : P tho he's 11. Hahhaaa.. suchh a pitty?

Me & Juwinn traded hip hop steps. Ahh .. This saturday gonna start the dance practice :

[ Main Dancers ]

* Christabelle
* Deanna
* Joanna
* Debbie
* Lele ( am still decidin )
* Me

[ Dancers ]

* Nigel
* Joshua
* Emery
* Kimberly
* Yvonne
* Jacinta
* Joerel ( maybe )
* Chrisenta ( maybe )

Basically, i think a few of them just wanna participate so that they can go timbua. Uncle John says if not a participant in any event for timbua, den cant go for timbua.. Dats why quite a few of em wanna join. Well, i dont mind, as long as they dance properly and not cinca-ly.. Hahaha.. Here are the dance rules.. If can abide, no prob, ur IN! ; P

#1. Dance seriously.
#2. Give it all.
#3. Dont be late for practices.
#4. Can only miss twice. After that, BYE BYE.
#5. Practice at home.

Yeah.. SIMPLE LEHH? hahaa.. Anyway, gonna meet up with Juwinn again to get ideas, meet up with Shen too and finally.. get a crash course from lurrrvvllyy Amy!! : D thank goodness ur here!! Anyway.. hopefully will have enough ideas to start and finish up the dance in time by April.

__Tomoro__

Busy busy day. Hope i'll be able to breeze thru it~

` Thank you for the cross, the Mighty Cross. - for saving me, for mending my ever-so-often broken heart. for picking me up, for sending me angels. because of u, im Free. -

Stick with YOU

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Im so stuck with Pussy Cat Dolls's " Stick With You " : ) Its a real how-to-say sweet song?

Yesterday was Esthers Birthday : ( Really wish i could have spent more time with you yesterday, so sorry I was late. So many issues. Sigh. But anyway, Cactus was nice. : P Of course apart from the part where Esther and Felicia became so jobless and started pressing buttons on their cameras.

Thanksgiving Dinner was good. Yes, VERY GOOD. My sympathy to egg who had no transport or should i rephrase, got cooped up with *cough cough* the national service peep. : D what to do.. Once commited, always commited. Saw Small K. Everytime I see him, it reminds me back of Penny, Vania and Hwui.. Damn funnies~

So sleepy. Oh yeahh.. " Man in the house " is soo funny. The cheerleaders are RILI FUNNY. Recommended to be watched/ * if u have same taste like me : D Cheaper by the Dozen is sweet, but I wished like Hilary Duff could be more involved.. Like maybe some guy interested in her or whatt.. : D ahhahaa.

Blargh, anyway, I still cant believe its 2006. Its all soo way freak-ay. I mean, one moment Im toiling over a, b, c's.. the next thing I know.. * POOF * I'll be toiling over O-levels.. sighh..

2006 reSo lutionz

#1 Study study hard .. wait.. Study study smart.
#2 Be in control
#3 All A's
#4 Priorities first
#5 Others then self
#6 Do chores well : *yuckkk*
#7 Keep room tidy
#8 Exercise everyday .. *groans*
#9 Self control in food *sniffles*
#10 Control Temper
#11 Think before speakin *gulp*
#12 Be a good girl? haha.
#13 Never question why, instead, question why not?
#14 Not be afriad of hard work
#15 No mind wandering..

Ahahaa.. I better print out my resolutions.. Loll.

` Words may define US but, Its Love that connects US. * * >