An empty room can be so deafening..

Thursday, November 30, 2006

I cant explain myself at all

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Angela has finished watching : Go to the beach!

Hehz.. It's not exactly a flattering shot, though it was
the best of the lot I received! : ) Anyway, this particular
series is very alike to 'Full House'. It's really cute!

Anyway, been pretty busy these days. Went to Aaron's
farewell party on Sunday. 6 of us : Gabe, Clarissa, Aaron, Ray,
Ming and I. It was a pot bless party so I brought pudding.
Mummy was like, 'bring dessert! bring desert! Everyone
will sure bring solid food one!' LOL. Ray and Ming brought
cake and Aaron brought Keropok!! So, we all depended on
Gabe's shepherds pie. *yummmmmie*

The party was wild! : P We celebrated Aaron's lonng
belated birthday. Tee hee~ And did lotsa catching up!

On Monday, was suppose to go walk at Tun Fuad, but
it rained, so I decided to make cards! 20 done, 25
more to go!! *jia yu*

Yesterday, went walk walk at Tun Fuad! Ray woke up
late, so Ming and I started first. When Ray arrived, we
met at the hill entrance. We climbed the stairs of the hill,
on the way to the mid top. : The last few steps were a
killer. My thighs were sore as I havent done this for a
looooong time! Was exhausted so Ming and Ray went
ahead to the top top!

Met my niece; Cassandra! : D That ever bubbly giggly
girl. Ahaha~ No wonder I couldnt resist her as one of
my bestie's in kindie!

After Ming and Ray came down, LOL. I wanted to take
another route to go down, so we went my way. Sheesh.
It was terrible. There were road turnings here and there.
So before we knew it, we got lost. Well, kindaa... We were
err... detouring! EXPLORINGG! ;P

We finally found our way out, well Ming did, and yeah,
ended that fun walk with yummy coconut juice!

Went for lunch with Est at Damai. Met Vect, Vania,
and Kelvin! Went to Rinko, nothing nice.. Came home
by 2 and then went Capstone to help with the xmas
deco.

Hahha.. There was no step ladder to hang the deco's
on the ceiling top, so Darian had to place a chair on a
table and climb up. It was pretty fun ; )

Went for ballet which was hilarious. Shen, Mag and I
are doing the waltz while Pik Ching is doing demi
character, so during the demi character time, we
had to company here ( although we werent sooo
familiar with that dance) . When the music played,
oooh boy! We were all over the place, running here
and there, very very lost!

Talk to jie last night ^^. 7 more days and she'll be
back. She might be coming home earlier though.
Dunno yet.

Ohh.. And pray that Nels can be same flight as me!
I dont wanna go Singapore alone! I do hope Nels
can get a seat to fly the same plane as me!!!
Can't wait to go Kuching! : ( Mel will be busy,
but Nel wont! Hahaha.. Cant wait to see my aunt.
She's the CUTEST. You can laugh heaps with her.

Gotta run! Will be superb busy today!

P.S;;

Shammmie! : D You have wonderful day.
Take care and dont think too much! Chins up!

Penny! : D You're baaaaaaaaaack! Will holla
you asap!

Dominic! : D Happpy 1 day belated birthday!
I miss your 'italian jokes!!'

1 more day;; What you once thought was the truth,
turned out to be a lie. Where to go now?

My girl

Friday, November 24, 2006

Angela is currently stuck with:

MY GIRL

It's a great story : P
Still in the midst of it, but the story line sure is getting
more interesting by the hours.

Went for 'Unlocking the Bible' last night.
It made me realise so many things that have been bugging
me. Gonna go tonight again and I'm damn sure it's gonna
be superb superb!

Well, next year will be Kentucky Fried Chicken Pre-U.
Haha.. Mr Finger Lickin Good has his uniform.
I hope mine is okay : I dont wanna look like a
KFC waitress. EEP.

Gotta get ready for tonight so tootles!

Well, for someone,

I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment.
Wish you'll understand and compromise instead of
just turning your back on me.

--
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such distain

it ends tonight.
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

Freedom is mine

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

My thoughts..

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Bloop!

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Insomnia

Friday, November 17, 2006

Insomnia

Currently suffering from that.
Turn myself in at 10, and Im still awake to hear the
clock strike 11 times, 12 times, 1 time and then 2 times.
It's like, at night, its just this sudden attack of being
unable to breathe. Thank God I've got a great friend
to keep me company. Hahaa.. : P I love bugging u!

Talked to my dearest sister yesterday. Sigh. Just after
yesterday's trip to Fun Square and remembering so many
memories my sister and I shared together made me miss
her even more. We did lotsa catching up. LOTS. When she's
back, gonna spend as much time as possible with her!

Woke up with a major headache today. Haha. Piano
TUITION was good. Not lesson, its tuition. Kinda
made lotsa mistakes in the exam pieces but screw.
Aural and Sight Reading was yippee for me so I just pray
all goes well on Wednesday! : D PRAY FOR ME.

Anyway, here's a family photo of yesteday's lunch.
Guess who's missing? Hmm... Let me think..
OH YA. Lisa's missing. (rolls eyes at self lameness)
Hahaha.. : P We miss u heaps.

This photo brings me back to the recent family
photo we ; everyone took. Hahaha.. All of us;
mummy, ko, jie and I were in BLACK, and dear
daddy was in.. BLUE. SHEEESH. Ruined the whole
Black image. Hhahaa..

Anyway, Est's coming over. We've decided,
NO FRIED RICE. We're going with pudding.
Whew~ Kinda malas to cook today.

Here's a mind cookie for the day;
Have a blessed day. Just have faith and believe
in Jesus. He cares a lot.

But what does it say? "The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart" (that is, the word of faith that we proclaim) ; because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, "Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame. "So faith comes from hearing, and hearing through the word of Christ.

-Romans 10: 8-11, 17

deepinthought;;

Happy 18th Birthday Ko ko!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Kinda Eventful?

16 November..
: D HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BRUDDER!

My dearest brother was damn shock to see his two friends at
secret recipe. All thanks to me and mummy! We secretly
called his 2 remaining in KK friends; Hock Hing and Chiu Go to
join us for lunch. Haha. All his other friends have scattered
all over the world for uni or something.. Oh well~
Well, Im glad he enjoyed himself. *Will post the lunch pics later~

Seemed just like yesterday, my brother and I were lil kids
fighting over ridiculous issues. Cant believe he's 18 already!
He ageing means, I'M AGEING TOO : (

Anyway, thank you dearest brother for being the greatest!
For looking out for me, helping me, caring for me and just
loving me! May God bless you abundantly and use you
accordingly for His plans!

----

After the lunch, watched this :

Casino Royale!
James Bond 007 or whatever..
Went to watch it with my brother, Est, Ming and Andrew!
Wasn't too enthusiastic to watch it at first,
But hey, it was not bad. Hahaha.. There were certain
pretty lame parts though! But other than that, not bad ;)

----

Ooh.. Went to Fun Square today. Haha. Havent been there
for ages. The last time I went there.. was with Hsiao Wui
I think? Yeah! Yeah, it was with her and Est Tan. We played
this push button according to music thingy. That.. and oh yah,
I played the Para Para Dance game. Hahaha.. I remember
choosing my all time 2 favourite songs : Boom boom dollar
and Butterfly!

Fun Square has lotsa memories. Haha. Used to go there and
just waste away my money. First, I used to LOVE driving
bumper cars. Mummy and Daddy would bring me and my
siblings to drive bumper cars when I was 4-5? My brother
would always crash into my sister! Hahaha.. And my sister
would get pretty mad. But yeah, I hardly got bumped into
cause my siblings knew how much I wanted to just drive
'freely' so, they decided not to be moodbreakers!

After bumper cars, it was car racing! I was pretty good at it!
My sister and I were pro's actually. Hahaha. We'd always
be competing for the top #1. spot.

Then from car racing, my sister and I got hooked onto
Para Para Dance! Haha! Aunty Mimi's niece and nephew
( our old neighbours ) got us sooo hoooked onto it!
We'd go over her house and play till around 11pm at night?
Really good! Aunty Mimi's nephew bought the mat
and bought a whole assortment of Dance Dance games
so we could dance to a whole variety. Sigh. Sad case
that they've gone away and I dont even know the
neice's whereabouts. Damn. I even forgot her name..
We were pretty close. When she came over from Miri,
Aunty Mimi would bring her and I to Yacht Club,
we'd have fish and chips and we'd join in the line dancing.
Line dancing is ABSOLUTELY FUN FUN.
Every thursdays, yeah.. I remembered. We'd go there..

From Para Para Dance, we would do the hand thingy.
You wave your hands around and catch the censors.
Hahahaa!! There was this girl playing it at the arcade.
I thought it was a guy! And boy, if it was a guy,
he danced so GAY-ish. Couldnt stop laughing
when I saw her/him dance. Hhahahaa!

Ming was playing the finger tap according to music
game. ( Sorry Ming, I know my description makes what
you were playing seem childish, but I dunno what its called!)
Haha. He kept boasting he's the 'best'. Well, he was OKAYY.
Okay, not bad.. quite good I SUPPOSE ;P ( I feel 'compelled'
to say that since you were the one who refreshed my blissful
childhood memories by bringing Estand I to Fun Square..JK!! )
Yalah, you were good..The last game,
he asked Est and I to play. Haha.. Wanted Est to play it
since she's never played before but, she didnt one. So Ming, in
the end, gave this *sheesh, girls are so indecisive* body language
and decided to continue on with his game. Ohhh! The music
for that round was good! ; P All my fave Chinese songs.
Haha! In fact, one of them was my first fave Chinese songs.

After that, my brother came and so, all 4 of us played..
CAR RACING!! Ming was winning at first, but dunno
whether he purposely turned his car around and drove
the wrong way.. So, my brother won, then me, then Est,
and then, Ming. Hahaha.. It was fun.

---

Oh, and POOR ESTHER. Somehow, I flooded the
cinema toilet, (the only squat toilet) and so when she
used it, the water soaked into her feet cuz she was wearing
slippers : P It was gross-e-ning for her, but HAHAA.

Oh yeah.. Saw Tiff today! Haha. We did a 10 minute
catch up I think? It was really great seeing her! : P
She's the MOST energetic girl ever. If you're around
her, TRUST ME, no boredom at all! Really admire
her endless energy. ENDLESS!

Might cut my hair short tomoro. See if Ive got time.
After Piano tomoro, will be going out with Est for
lunch. Catch up on all we missed since October!
Then, we shall be cooking. Cooking, fried rice?
What to put in fried rice anyway?? Egg, er.. Sausage?
And.. : Better go and check for recipes.

I hope I dont conk out before 11! One of my fave
shows; Project Runway is showing tonight.
Season 3! Woo hoo! It's gonna be just good good.
Everytime I watch, I feel even more inspired to go
into the fashion field. Daddy was just asking if I was
seriously interested in Fashion Designing. Haha..
Told him, I am, indeed! My dream is to have my
very own fashion boutique AND to have my very
own cafe! So yeah. After A levels, I'll probably take
a double course. Do fashion and chef! It's gonna be
soo cool.

: ) Thats all! My daddy and brother have both
conked out. FLAT. Funny.. I dont feel so tired
despite being under the sun the whole morning..
Lol.

---

For anyone who's suffering,
God cares!

In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

—1 Peter 1:6-9

Boredom strikes!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

She's free!

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

It is the BEST korean series Ive watched ever!
The plot is good and the actors are hot :P and actress too.
HAHAA!!

Oh wells.. After exams, mummy and me went to Warisan Plaza
to walk walk.. Went to Starbucks. Chip, you are right! Service
there is way better than Coffee Bean. The waitress who served
mummy and me was really really nice! ; ) I had strawberry donut
and Chocolate something.. Cant remember. Boy! Ive lost my love
for all these fancy drinks. I think, water is still the best!

After that, went for Piano tuition. It was goood! Oh, I hope my
playing will be like that and even better for the exam : (
7 more days to Piano exam and Angela is completely free!!

---

Sigh. It suddenly dawned on me that so many of my
peeps will be going off to study overseas next year!

Starters :

Hsiao Wui- My childhood friend! We've known each other since, 4?
All the endless sleepovers, dinners, outings.. : (
An awesome awesome friend! SIGHHHH.. Will
miss u SOOO MUCH!!! Keep in touch girrl!

Nelson- my baby alien nephew the superhot yet lousy rubber ducky
koko! Hahaa.. I know that is a super lame nick but we
came up with it through our period of endless smsing!
He's like, A REAL GENTT! I remember when I followed
him back from a party, he went an opened the car door
for me. Even when we went out last time, he would hold
the door for me. When we eat, he'll get food for me..
He'll carry my books too and even walk me to Penny's
house! He'll even drive me there tooo! : )
Sweet piggy! Hahaha.. OI. U BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH.

Esther- NOOOOO!! : ( She's the bestest bestest friend ever.
We're like two peas in a pod. Hahaha.. Think alike,
taste alike.. SCARRYY.. Knew her since, young?
But that time, she was a stuck up! : P YOU HEAR THAT?
YOU WERE A STUCK UP! Hahaa.. She wouldnt even
share her barbie doll. SHEEESH. But, gosh, dont even
know how we became so close and *poof*
go figure what happened!

---

Anyway, lets talk about Zebra's and Stripes.
This topic has been bothering me througout
my exam period so I thought I'll share it!

Zebra and Stripes
-------------------

Are you a Zebra with or without stripes?



It's a vital question.
Too often, we try to fit in in a crowd.
To blend in, to not stick out.
In E06, God told me:

Come out of where you are and be different.
Stop trying to blend in, stop trying to follow
the world. Stop compromising so that people
wont see you as a stranger..

'Do not conform any longer to the pattern of
this world, but be transformed by the renewing of
your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what
God's will is- His good, pleasing and perfect will.'
( Romans 12:2 )

God said:
Be and individual for me. Stand out of the crowd and shine me.
Set and be and example for me.

Sigh. I almost forgot His word! Anyway, people, I hope that
; ) we'll all be Zebra with stripes and not without.

ARE U A ZEBRA WITH OR WITHOUT STRIPES?
* ask urself *

If you're without, u've lost your identity.
Your identity in Christ. You've become too
involved in the world.
Remember, Christ sent us here for one purpose,
to fulfil His plan!

: ) So be a Zebra with Stripes people!

'Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfector
of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the
cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand
of the throne of God' ( Heb 12:2)

You will be truly truly rewarded!!

Thats all for now!

Ming ming, all the best for your final admath paper! You can do it!
Esther you math nerd, all the best tooooo!! : P

/hugs&&smoochex;;

Almost over..

Friday, November 10, 2006

Let love and faithfulness never leave your heart,
Bind them around your neck,
Write them on the tablet of your heart,
Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man.

It shall be my daily reminder!

---

Exams are drawing to an end.
God has worked numerous miracles throughout my exam.
He has enabled me to finish on time despite the many mistakes I made!
I mean, there was this time:

I MISREAD a question. I thought they were asking about taxes
when its actually about income tax. So anyway, pathetic me
wrote a whole 8-mark worth of taxes. AND ONLY FOUND OUT HER MISTAKE
during the last 15 minutes. It was like..

'......'
AAAHHHH!!

So, i still had another 8 mark question. And, it normally takes me like 15 min
to complete a question. So I started praying HARD to God, to work a miracle,
and..

'VOILA'

Wrote finish my other question within 4 minutes and hence,
managed to re-do my income tax question. Really Praise God!

; )
This is like, only one of the hundreds of miracles God did for me!

So, anyway, here's me now!


I can FINALLY sleep in peace.
Im not saying Comm MCQ (my last paper) is a piece of cake,
but,
YAY,
the heavy burden is off.

Angela is so happy!
But, sigh. This all means, goodbye to all my wild times!

My tea parties with Shen : P at Tcher Alice's place,
where I'll abuse her like mad and she'll scream for help!

My talk shows with Sarah and Tcher Pete's palce,
where we'll just drive everyone mad!

My endless rants with Andrew and us just acting Stupid.
Lol. I think he's literally the only guy who's seen like the
WHOLE OF ME. Hahaha. We've just done so many lame stuff.

My constant quarrels with Lit way. Hah! Ask Andrew about it.
We'll threaten each other saying we'll poke each other's eyeballs!

My constant complains/whines with Tcher Marie who just patiently listens.
Hahaa!! I cant believe this is my last year with youu!!!

BAH!

Everything's ending so fast.
Just yesterday, I was a lil girl who didnt have any worries;
except, whats there to eat?

Next year, in April, already gonna say goodbye to my ballet mates!
*SNIFFLES*
The peeps who've been growing up ballet with me since 4!
Dear Pik Ching, Shen, Magdalene & Lauren.
We're the ones who stuck through ballett!! WOOHOO.
No more getting to act Ms Klutzclumssyelephant in class!

Oh well..

Im incredibly enthusiastic about the dance ministy in Skyline!
After my exams, gonna take up dance lessons and yeah,
hopefully I can contribute something!
It'll be sooo cool if the youth can do different kinds of dance!
Not just hip hop, but ballet : P, lyrical, free style...?
Haha..
Theres this AWESOMEEE dance show every friday
called So You Think You Can Dance.
Fuiyoh, after one show if it,
I was telling mummy how enthusiastic I am about learning
different kinds of dance,
and suddenly she was like, Wanna go for classes?
( last time I asked her about it, she said no)
Haha.. Truly God's perfect timing.



HAHA. Had to add this picture.
La-la me.. Was so bored in studying (forgot what),
So I took my pen and started twisting and twisting and
Ta daaahh.
( lame : P but who cares. I had my fun )

Okies. I sign off her I guess..
Feeling better than before. Hahaa..

p.s *hugs to jie jie* ( just realised how much i miss uuu! hurry come home! )

Yay!!

Monday, November 06, 2006

Just wanna say a big big thxx to:

My sisterr! :P for the wonderful verses and encouragement
Stephie Spunkiee! :P For the sweeeet msges!
Penny Momo! :P For the everfaithfuleveryday msges!
Yi Old Babyy!! :P For the lovely postcard & encouragement!
Pregnant Lady! :P For driving away my boredom,
for relieving my stress, for filling up my time!

To end with the sweetest pic of my jie! :( i miss u heapss!
hurry and come back!!


and finally, to end with shocking picture. (nel, since when did u become like that?:P)