Going beyond.

This week has been refreshing for me.
Since my handphone credit is down to a dollar
and it's to last till the end of the month, I've been
pretty much cut out from everyone.

No credit, no car license,
at home.

But, staying at home this week has been great.
Tidied my room and in the process, reminisced
sweet memories. Took long walks around my
neighbourhood and thanked God for His wonderful
creation for me and everyone else to enjoy.

Just sat still in the study room to think what do
I wanna do? How will I try to achieve my dreams?
I know that so far, this year, I've drawn apart from
God. Being so caught up with just trying to excel in

school, I forgot my main purpose in life.

This year hasn't exactly been a walk in the rose garden.
It hasn't been a bed of roses at all but a mountain climb.
I've had to say goodbye to things I wanted to cling
hold on to and hello to things I didn't want
in my life. All the same, despite me being a prodigal,
God has stuck by through and through.

There came a point in time where I felt so down.
All my friends were around me and we'd talk and
laugh and yet, I'd feel this emptiness in my
stomach. I'd feel so alone. No matter how much I
tried to bury myself in studies or in friends or
in all kinds of things, that feeling won't go away.

I had unconciously distanced myself from God
being so wrapped up in my own life.
But I'm glad I went through rollercoaster rides
and managed to come back to God. No matter
what I did, God carried me through and through.

No matter how busy life gets,
We have to remember to centre God in everything.
Because, without Him, trying to achieve and excel
on our own would be impossible.

; ) have a blessed week people!