Different from yesterday.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Chinese New Year holidays are drawing to an end.
This year's holidays sure took a turn.

Didn't play Dance Dance Revolution,
or compete with my cousins in streetfighter,
or have a cousin soccer/basketball match,
or help out in the shop.

Simply self-indulged in the television,
and played sudoku 24/7.

Oh well.

For the past few days, I've been a movie-holic.
Watched 'Ghostrider' with my sister the minute we
came back from Kudat, following day, mum and I went
and watched 'Music and Lyrics' as well as did a wee
bit of 'late' Chinese New Year shopping for ME.

Then today, watched 'The Holiday'. It's good.
Gonna watch 'Accepted' and 'Love wrecked' either
today or tomorrow. See how~

Well, my sister left today. The house is
EXTREMELY quiet. No Daniel, no Lisa.
*sniffles*
Mind me, if I turn into a sob story.
And, my old baby is gone too!
M i s s i n g y o u!

Oh, on a bright side,
Talked on the phone for an hour plus
with my sweetest 80 yr old woman last night.
It was terrific catching up and crapping all the
way. If you're reading this,

'Stop molesting Pebbles!'

That is about it.
I'm trying to drive myself into going gym.
The house is super evil now. It's literally packed
with TONS and TONS of junk food. Packets of
Keropok, tins of Pringles, Kinder Bueno Chocolates,
Blueberry Cheese Cake, Chocolate chip cookies,
Love letters, Ba Gua and AH SCREW.

:'( Self control.

Kkk. Gonna spring clean my room and start
hitting the books! Happy hols peeps!

A fraction away..

Friday, February 16, 2007

Progess Tests are OVER!
Triple thumbsup!

Yes, I did badly for Accounting today.
I guess I don't quite understand the concept yet.
But, during the hols, I shall be catching up.
I plan to re-discover myself this holiday and buck up!
:) Oh, and I had fun at the TTSS library. Haha.

Been indulging in this wonderful series today!
It's called 'Hanazakari no Kimitachi e'
Girl in an ALL BOYS SCHOOL.
It's really good. Sad case I cant watch finish
cause all the videos haven't been uploaded.

In between the series, me and my sister made sushi.
Although it wasn't that colourful, but it was GOOD.

Anyway, to refresh my memories, I downloaded
the jap/korean series 'Friends'. Why is it jap/korean?
Well, the guy is korean, the girl is japanese.
'Friends' was one of the first few series I watched.

Didn't watch everything, just watched my fave part.
The ultimate 'SADDEST' part, where the girl visits
the guy, and hopes for something; hopes that they
will be together again,

AND

The friggin guy, despite knowing that he LOVES her so
much; CONCEALS his feelings and bids her goodbye,
THINKING IT'S FOR THEIR OWN GOOD.

So, he takes her hand, shakes it, and says;

goodbye.

SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH!
:) And yet, it's still my fave part.

Ladidah.
Leaving for Kudat tomorrow morning with my family.
Can't wait for my REAL hols to start!
Have a wonderful Chinese New Year people!

Love

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Love is like a maze
You have to search for it through complications,
And believe that despite all the hardships,
Everything will work out.

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone!
To those who already have a special someone,
Hope you had a special special day.
To those who do not have a special someone,
( But has a someone in mind ) :

"Let us not love with words or tongue,
but with actions and in truth."1 John 3:18

So what, if that girl/guy does'nt love you back,
or does'nt know about your love for him/her.
Do all you can for him/her; love is not just about
words, but about actions.

------

I NEED motivation for my progress test.
I feel like going away for some cruise holiday
and just indulge in the wonderful smell of the sea,
feel the wind blowing on my face,
watching the sun set,
watching the stars at night,
watching time pass me.

2 more days till I see my grandparents! : )
Can't wait. But, sigh. Chinese New Year
wont be too nice because there's literally no

one, except Lisa, Jason & I.

SNIFFLES.

Whee!

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Election Results for Student Council is OUT!
Angela lost for Social & Liaison.
Sad? Happy?
: D DAMN NEUTRAL.

I believe, that this is all part of God's amazing
plan for me. Whoots! It has been sincerely an
amazing amazing experience. Praise God.

Congratulations Diana!! Ur the best!

[ CONGRATS HONG MING TOO :) ]

Anyway, 1 more day and UGH Progress Test.
I seriously hope I'll do fine.
Accounts is getting more and more confusing.
GOD HELP!

That's about it. My dearest brother left for
Melbourne. Nearly cried when I thought about it
properly in school. The house is gonna be so damn
quiet without him! He's the BESTEST brother ever!
Always manja me :( Ko ko, all the blessings!

Well, I'm off to sleep! ZzZ..

No longer a walk through the park..

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Decisions, decisions.
Lately, I've been facing so many decisions.
Hard decisions, dangerous decisions.
Only God can lead me through this..

Went school this morning!
I think I literally used all of the IT lab's ink.
Printed all the past year papers for Accounts,
Econs & Business Studies! :P

Gonna join this puppet class thingy.
Every Monday at 8pm. Learn how to
make puppets and tell stories with it,
as another way in evangelising! Coolies huh?!

Well, that's about it. Tomorrow is gonna be
the SADDDESST day ever!

Jail myself at home to study for progress test.

DOUBLE YUCK!

Lookin through a brighter perspective..

Thursday, February 08, 2007

My fixed campaign day is OVER!
I dunno, it was kinda exciting :)
I would do it again, if I had to.

Geez, running for S & L isn't too much of cons.
After all, through S & L, I've not only made
SOO many friends, but I've also built up
my self-confidence!

Oh, oh. Thank you God for guiding me today!
Before I went up to speak, prayed with 2 other
peeps for God to give us confidence as well as
wisdom! :)

Said Goodbye to Esther today.
I felt so pathetic, receiving something from her

when I didn't even give her anything.
GOSH. She gave me the SWEETEST
scrapbook ever that made me cry buckets
when I flipped through the pages and read
through her encouraging words.
I'LL MISS YOU HEAPSSS!!

Love is patient, love is kind;
it does not envy, it does not boast.
It is not proud, it is not rude,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices in truth.
It always protects, always trusts,

always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

And now these three remain:
faith, hope and love,
but the greatest of these is love.
[-Corinthians 1:13 ]

That's about it! Daddy bought me kebabs to
eat (on the way home), which was SO SO
YYYYYYUMMMIIIEEEEE!
*burrp*

What makes you tick?

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Tomoro is my fixed campaign day!
Pretty excited for some strange reason.
I don't know. I think it'll be a kinda cool experience,
standing on stage in front of like a hundred plus
people. ( Provided I don't get BOMBED )

Had a short talk with my wonderful S & L
counselar; dearest Wennie! :)
Discussed my doubts and yeah, just our
brief talk boosted a wee bit of my confidence.

May God bless me tomorrow; may He give me
the confidence to speak well, the wisdom to
answer wisely!

Felt not-so-good today. Had a on and off headache.
Sometimes, for some reason, my vision gets blurred
and my whole world starts spinning :

Well, seriously need to buck up and start
working hard for my subjects. I think I'm slackin bad.

That's all. :) Thank you dearest spunkie for bringing
colours in my life, for that sweet email! *hugs*

Crumbled Bridge.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Kim, Deb, Me, Est & Evany

Yesterday, when everyone was out,
it suddenly dawned on me that I'll be facing
more of this when Lisa & Daniel leaves.

LEAVES.

The house is gonna be dreadfully quiet without
them. I'll definitely MISS them heaps.

3 more days till Esther leaves.
I cant believe we've reached this point of time
where we shall be separating again.
It seemed like only yesterday, we were
still young kids. Only yesterday, she moved back
to KK. Only yesterday, we went wild together.

SIGH.

To add to horrid matters, there's like 3 spotted PP'S.
'Psychotic Perves' in School. Everyday, I just pray to
God to send His angels to protect me.

2 more days till my Fixed Campaign.
I have my whole campaign speech in my head.
It's definitely gonna be different as I have no
qualifications such as 'prefect for 6 years', or
'treasurer of so and so club', or 'president of this club'
and so on.. What I do have is.. :)
[my lips are sealed for now]

Econs test took place today. Got stuck for 15
minutes as I just couldnt draw some easy graph.
Really praise God for enlightening me and helping
me to solve it and finish all of the questions!

That's about it. Really thank God for such
amazing friends. Friends to help me walk through
this crumbled bridge Im facing.

:) Well everyone, God bless ya all!

When my heart is overwhelmed,
I will run into your open arms.
When I dont know what to do,
Jesus my first love I turn to you.

Saying goodbye..

Friday, February 02, 2007

1st day of Sports Day!
My very first experience of a school's Sports Day!
How is it? GOOD! ; D

Firstly,
RED RAVENS ROXX!

Haha! I'm just so amazed with my class!
Class CB1, for the upteen tenth time, is the best!
Everyone is just so to-ge-th-er!

Like when Seng was gonna run,
Boy, you should have seen us screaming for him.
Giving him endless thumbs up!
When he got injured, woah, all of us ran to him
to make sure he's alright!

Alan too! We all kept screaming for him,
cheering him on. And yeah, making sure, he's
okay. I hope his leg is fine now! : X

Seng & Alan,
SO PROUD OF U GUYS.
Pushing yourself beyond your limits,
forgetting your injuries!

Ooh. Red Ravens got second for tug of war,
for the girls la. Then Deniz & I, got creamed
for Shot Putt. I SUCK at Shot Putt. Haha~
But yeah, during Deniz & my event, my
dear CB1's came and cheer us on. Sweet huh?

Anyway, gotta go make some more
bookmarks for my campaign! =___=''
Tomorrow, 1 more event; 4x100m.
I hope we do well!

(ish, wanted to upload sports day pics but
it's taking AGES.. till the next time then!)